Shrinko gave me homework. That homework is to decide what i want in a partner/relationship, and what i do not and prioritize the list. I know this isn't going to get done in one night so i will be thinking on it all week and try and come up with some good answers. So lets get started shall we.
Wants: to come first at least half the time ( i say only half cause i have come first all the time in a relationship and that is a good way to date a loser) have a solid job, have a car
yeah this list sucks so far but there are 6 days left in the week so we will revisit this nightly
I went out to poker at jacks tonight with friends, i didn't play but i had a ton of fun hanging out and seeing my friends. I got berated for not finishing my degree but that will come in time. I seem to be happier today which is a good thing, i really enjoyed my cardio time and jonelle made me whine during personal training time.
While He and I by no means had a perfect relationship it was good in lots of ways and i do miss him. However i don't know who i am without a partner and it is something i should figure out, you cant love another till you love yourself. I am getting there but i need to decide what i want.
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